Thought over and over again.

School was fine today.
Lessons was okay.
When its chemistry lesson that time,
we received back our chemistry test on mole ratio.
And yea , guess what, i am going to show off again.
Got 20half out of 25. Cheers. And thats not all.
I got the top for 5NA in this chemistry test.
Let me show off alittle bit more okay?
And plus last post, which is the maths test, i get two top scorers already.
I hope i can get for POA. But it is a tough fight. But no test currently.
Okay show off enough already.

I've been thinking. Thinking of many things.
In no arrangement order, O level grades was what i think of.
I told my clique not to fall below a certain grade.
Realising that the grade can barely get a spot in poly.
It might get us a spot, but would we want nursing.
Answer is obvious.
Next i thought of ...
Dont want to say who.
Sometimes i feel that when i put in effort for that someone.
Is practically useless. I mean i dont expect to straight away see the results.
But at least, show some interest when talking to me.
Practically, i am doing asking all the questions and u are just trying to "entertain" me.
I dont feel good. Perhaps, it is just your way. But i just dont feel good.
I guess thats all.

Today i didnt study. Rest and Relax.
But i cant do that for long.
This is a long race. Keep constant and never slow down.
People are chasing behind me and some ahead.
Still this is the race for my own future.
The only one to complete this race is by myself.
When reaching the final lap, I guess i would sprint with all the energy i got left and have no regrets.
Impress the crowd with what i obtain and move further.

Guess i am more motivated now. Realising that it is already reaching April.
Not much time left to my first paper CL. 1june. Got to get my engine going.
And then the following papers will come soon in around 4 mths time(I think). So, it seems time is running out.
And i've to pace myself into a faster speed.
Hope i would not be all talk and no action.
WOW, it's such a long post.
Got to go, bye readers. Rmb to tag.