Irritated

My mind is in a mess now. Standing at the end of the cliff not knowing what happens next.
Cant expect the most from you. Felt so useless at times.
If i could jump down, everything would be put to an end.
But i know that somewhere out there, there is a need for me.
Kept on posting about study. Am i really working hard?
Some make me piss for nothing. I suppose he is purposely doing it.
He make me feel that he is really biased. Opposing me.
Useless i am , but so what, you might need to rely on me in the future, perhaps not.
Gossips.
Keep quiet about everything.
Tolerating.
Perhaps someday i might burst. Burst like a balloon.
Hatred grew..
Pissed off..
W/e. Readers dont even care.
You dont care either, what for i comment.