Disappointed.

I am disappointed.
Disappointed in the wall in between us.
Getting thicker and thicker each day.
I could hardly hear from you now, not long later, perhaps i wouldnt even hear your voice, or know your responce at all.
I really dont know how to break this wall down.
I dont know what i should really do.

Studies are important, and a close bond is equally important too.
Perhaps between the two of us, only i think that we have a close bond.
Nowadays, i couldnt even concentrate on my studies. Not learning for like 3 or 4 days already.
POA POWER program test, i think i didnt even did close to pass. What i am doing.
I am distracted, i can't focus.

Guess that this friendship is soon to be gone. Is not that i want it. I wouldnt even want it to happen. But it just happen like that. Although we seemed to have nothing to talk to each other at all. But still i hope it was like last time, where we can share everything. And we can chat for days non-stop. I am very happy at that time. But not now. Never.
Life isnt the same with this wall you know.
This wall ain't breaking down.

I start to lose interest in what i do, not giving the 100% attention.
Not wanting to move as the days goes by.
But in this on-going world, i would lose out if i dont move. But the truth is i can't.
Well, you can say i am lousy, letting my emotions control myself. Perhaps its just like this.

Even if it takes a million years to break this wall down, i will put my heart and soul to do it. My spirit would always be there till it fall. To be frank, i miss the way we talk. Will the old times come back?