Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Suddenly had the urge to blog.
Wanted to write about how i feel right now.

I feel so useless right now as i could not do anything to improve the results that i am receiving tomorrow. However, i wouldn't just stop there as 5 other subjects are waiting for me to excel in them. Yea, Excel is what i am going to do.

I have several goals in life. In order to achieve them, i have to obtain certificates that will qualify me to achieve these goals. These certificates have to display quality results or not i would be in dead meat. But i wont give up so easily. Fight for what i want.

It took me more than 8 months to realise how big the gap was between Sec4NA and Sec5NA.
Its is seriously huge. You might think that it is all bullshit. But wait till you experience it, i will spit on your face and laugh at what you deserve for not working hard for the previous years.
Every moment is precious, it is either studying or sleeping. You can hardly find time off and have fun if you want the QUALITY certificate. Yes, hardwork comes with reward. Meritocracy. What bright future awaits you when you have made it. However, it doesnt comes instantly. You have to work for it.

I feel like dying now. I have to keep moving. Standing behind makes me hard to breathe. I want to stand infront. No, i must stand infront, infront of everyone else. Get what i really want. Got to get cracking... Bye.

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