5.06am. Once again i am awake.

I will cherish those around me but still not forgeting the past.
That impact was too deep. Perhaps love at that point of time was so deep.
Therefore, it struck me too hard.

Thanks to those who were there for me. Listening to my nonsense.
Heartache still do occur.

Lets not talk about this.

3rd Jan 2010, 5.09am. In an hour time, students are going back to their school already.
Me being that owl has not sleep yet. Seriously, i miss school life. Going to school. Relax.
Crap around. Hang out with my brothers. Those times were perfect. However, right now.... when was the time everyone is around.

Neither New Year Day nor New Year Eve.
Neither Chrismas or Christmas Eve.
How long has it been since everyone sitted side by side together just for a meal.

Brothers, remember those school days... When we hope some of us wouldn't come to school just to have more space during recess time. Come to think of it, wouldn't it been better for everyone to sit on the same table? 4 person on 1 bench. 2 benches on 1 table. Even though it was squeezy, it was still memorable, wasn't it?

Remember, those times straight after class. When all of us is dismissed all together.. We waited for each other and then crap around. HAHA.

21- 23 June 2009 --- Wilven's chalet. Some memorable events too. All those were kept within our hearts.

And do you remember those times , when we talk about... Next time when i older, i would be sitting in high class restaurant for high tea instead of sitting in kopitiam drink KOPI! Remember that?
HAHA. How about since everyone is tight now... We sit down and have chicken rice with Teh Bing! ... LOL..

You know, when i wrote this... I finally had a warm smile... And it doesn't comes from my face.. It comes from my heart..Brothers, you know that you are my heart and soul... Don't break me apart..
That includes those who were there for me... Buddy, you too. And you the one i can't forget about. Family members of course. This warm smile has not came out for ages...

Now, when we take a look at our future ... Have you missed out one of us in your future? Have you missed out me? Have you totally forgotten about me?

For buddy, Will you even remember that i exist?

These questions made me ponder.. Have you ever wonder these questions ?