Gotten my hair dyed. Quite bright, like gangster. Haiya.
Been working recently.. Quite tired. Sigh.
But shall work for the money and celebrate.
Hope all my brothers are doing well enough.
I sighed countless time while sitting infront of the computer. My mind was running wild.
What my future will be like. I read my older post. Talking about scoring well for O levels so that my future will be brighter. That reminds of myself being such an ass. But i did not regret what i have done. Or else i wouldn't be who i am now.
Could you believe a nobody from N level scoring 9 pts for his best three subjects (when top scorers are scoring like 5 distinctions) becomes someone who scored pretty well for secondary five and yet he is still not satisfied with his scores.
Right now, what awaits me? Thought of taking an exam which will further improve myself in the future. Feel like studying real hard now. I want to be somebody. Don't want to be a common Singaporean getting up for work in the morning and leave work in the evening. I want to call the shots. Maybe not being a boss. Being someone having a high rank is good enough. However, it would be so hard to achieve without at least a degree. Education is so fucking important! Right now, in Singapore, common Singaporeans having a not bad pay of at least 5k is still staying in HDB flats.
Think about it, would you be satisfied? Answer is obvious. NO!
So to be at least a lowly somebody, i think the monthly pay should be at least 10k? What does it takes to achieve that?
However, not putting so high hopes on myself so that i wouldn't have a big impact on myself if i fail to do so.
What does it takes to achieve a higher standard of living. And when you have a higher standard of living, you will definitely strive to obtain an even better standard of living. Having alots of aim now. But where am i truly heading? Currently nowhere until i know where i have been posted to. Shall not waste my time already. Guess soon, i will be giving up basketball. Cause it is a waste of time. Leaving the past behind, where time flies when i am just lying around.
Take my hand, run with me. I will pull you along my friends to the path where we will succeed eventually. However, you have to put in the effort to strive hard. Take a look around us, and know who is still standing. Work together as one. I am willing to help my dear friends. Ask me if u want to. This refers to everyone.