Things certainly would not go the way you wanted it to be.
Ever tried to ask something even if you know that it is impossible. Just hoping it to turn out well, you cling on to that last ray of hope. But what's left is huge disappointment filled your heart. And you would just try it over and over again without learning this lesson well.

Promises? I was laughing at this word.
Well, it's easy to just give promises. Keeping them is a hard thing. Tell me, those around you who have made promises to you, have they keep them? Or those were just empty promises? These empty promises surely made you happy for that instance, and get you so punked either in hours, days, weeks or maybe even months. Well, think about it, it's the majority people around you who made those promises and failed to keep them. And for the countless times you had failed to believe them made you feel stupid and naive. Asking yourself this question, why the fuck would i trust you over and over again. And what can you do after you have realise that he/she had broken that promise. Crying over spilt milk? Now that's bullshit. The fact that most people would do is just to live with it. However, people would not learn their lesson. They continue to trust these people around. And get it hard over and over again.
I want to laugh at mine/his/her/their/our foolishness.